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There’s always two sides of the coin
The first one is a choice to love
Someone who couldn’t sincerely love you back
I tried to give up everything
Just to let him know I am determined
To wait until the moon and stars would fall
He may have loved me in the past
But that was done before I realize
He was changing and started to drift away
Leaving me in doubt and hanging up
For answers I couldn’t tangibly grasp
With my worthless loneliness
Killing me slowly
Breaking me apart
Like a shattered glass
His emails may have been passionate
His offline messages may be sincere
But that was all said and done
In the past
Gone with the wind
When he started to remain silent
To my emotional cry and longings
The second side is a reason to move on
And embrace a coming love from unexpected chance
I tried to runaway over and over again
But my misery tells me to hold on to it
He may be selfless to reach the moon and the stars for me
But I am afraid to open up my heart
Sometimes I realize he may not be the one
That I am waiting and wishing for
In this cold and lonesome life
But I feel he has the capacity to love
Someone like me wholeheartedly
Without expecting return
Or accept my vulnerabilities
He loves the way I fall down
And pick up myself when I’m hopeful
He may be another stranger
Longing to open up his heart
For me
And make me see
The beauty of his capacity
To love unconditionally
For a fool like me
Heaven help me…
Which side of the coin should I choose?
To let my heart finally have its rest
From the restless journey I endured
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